
Oh dear… Such a long absence. I hardly know what to say other than life has overwhelmed me lately and for some reason I didn’t want to blog about it or even not blog about it by creating superficial posts. (OK so my last post involved a puppy, but that was a small exception.) I found out about a month ago that my job was being moved to a different state-meaning I won’t have it as of June 30th. It isn’t all bad. I could find another position in my current company easily enough, but the truth of it is: I don’t want to. This job has helped me get on my feet financially which was the original idea. I told myself in the beginning that I would give it a year and then start looking again for thee job. You know the one: the one that has you doing something you actually believe in. The one that doesn’t plummet you into a well of depression every Sunday evening.
So the big question, which is a constant hum in my over-crowded mind is,
“What do I want to do with my life?”

There is no definite answer because I want to do so many things, but I don’t know how. If that makes any sense… I go around and around in endless circles trying to find some semblance of a path for my future and I’m dizzy and utterly overwhelmed. Admittedly, I am easily overwhelmed, but this seems like a particularly significant crossroads and I don’t want to take the wrong turn.

Of the numerous things I have considered one the greatest possibilities for the short-term is to take a trip. Hopefully out of country and the first of such a journey with my other half. Believe it or not my overwhelmed state is even making it difficult to focus on a specific location. I would like to go somewhere that will be relatively inexpensive to travel about in. I’m afraid that rules out most of Europe. India is a top location for me, but I don’t think this is the time quite yet. South America? Mexico? We always talked about Thailand, but that’s most likely out right now anyways… Turkey? Somewhere in Asia?
Can you help a gypsy out? I would LOVE some ideas, suggestions. Any favorite places you think I should go?
Thanks for reading. I hope I haven’t lost too many of you due to my inconsistent blogging nature…

{images via Jacqleen Bleu}